Don't Really Have Words

Lord, You know the deepest pain.  O You feel my hurt

Where I don’t have the words to express, You are already there

You know my pain.  You know me.  You are already here

God I don’t have words to describe what I feel, just that it is deep and wide

I don’t understand how such pain can be

But I know You’re by my side

So hold me close, help me

This bitter thorn wounding me

I had such hope, now crushed

What can I do is there a choice

So afraid  The wrong move can ruin everything

What is best for me may not be best for all

I don’t know what to choose

O this bitter pain, pain filled life

And I don’t know if I want to be in Your arms

Crazy crazy crazy choice to make, but I think I want the arms of another lover 

(One who can only hurt me.)

Crazy crazy crazy choice to make, but I run from You to the arms of another lover

(One who chooses to hurt me.)

Crazy crazy crazy choice I make, why won’t I go into You?