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i am in the midst of a huge life change. learning what grace says about me. letting God's love speak and embrace me. when i fall down, He's there with me. i am a daughter. i am a wonderful treasure.

Friday, April 15, 2011

Maybe Some Help Here?

wednesday x came to me and told me she wanted me to move things on my desk so that the evening receptionist, who will be answering maybe one hour of calls each evening (no only 1/2 hour now) won't have to reach for the phone.  mind you this set up works wonderfully for me who answers the phone 40 hours a week...  and this is considered the desk i work at and do all my duties from.  and there is a head set so the evening person who will be answering around 3 hours of phone calls a week doesn't have to reach. 

this is just so ridiculously nauseating to me right now.  change my schedule, change my desk, change everything that is not working for other people so they don't have to adjust - just better to adjust me.

i am aggravated by the lack of communication or clarifying with me or asking if it was alright before making the decision.  i am having trouble with my health because of the stress in this office and inability to clarify with personalities how they can treat me.  

ok so i have spoken with my boss and she said that x has stated she likes me.  that probably x is reacting mostly from frustration and it is not personal. and that somehow me being such a person of empathy it should work to let me wipe the slate clean with another.  i agree with all of that except that i know i get highly irritated when i see i am willing to change so much about me and my comfort level to make another happy - that is an entirely other matter, maybe - i hate that i get muscle aches and pains and that my desk is finally working for me and now needs to be changed.  so we, boss and i, are going to look for solutions.  guess it is time to say "help"...

1 comment:

  1. read to here, just so i can keep track of myself.
    love ya
    mom

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