wow today is hard. i am pretty tired from class last nigh and then trying to get to sleep even though i did get to bed around 11pm. i feel as though i should still be sleeping right now. or that i could sleep for 100 years like sleeping beauty - wonder if i would keep my beauty... wonder if scot would wait for me or try to get to me... hmm maybe i AM still asleep with these thoughts running around in my head.
started a new class last night: organizational behavior. i think i am going to enjoy it. i like the instructor and know i will be challenged, hope i am ready to be challenged as i feel i have been able to slide by doing half-effort work.
this weekend i am going to a dance recital my friend's daughter is performing in - she is four. i am so excited and know i will be tearing up the entire time. that whole i want a child thing is hitting me again, over and over and over.
also hitting the masque ball at the renaissance fair. i need to go find a mask however and don't know quite where to shop for one. i very much like the dress i have chosen to wear. my friend and her friend are going steam punk, though i don't know what that truly has to do with the renaissance...
and now i feel all emotional about the baby stuff. and my cousin is having trouble recovering from her divorce. and i am tired (it all hits when i am tired...). and i want scot's arms around me (which could not happen now anyway cuz i am at work and that would be awkward..). Jesus, it all seem so tough right now. help me!!
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