i still have not been contacted by the surgery scheduling center. i know it has only been two days but i want to get this on paper and know it is forthcoming - well what time frame it is forthcoming anyway. i guess referrals have to happen and schedules checked but i would sure like to know what is going on with this. i want to be in the know and able to plan way in advance.
the past two mornings have been brutal. i am quite tired today. i went to bed after charity got home last night around 1 - well i went to be around 1 she was home around 11.45... or earlier.
i feel foggy and not quite together. that is causing me to not really care. not care if i look that great - hair combed etc... you know (maybe you know...), not care whether i am directly on time (well actually i care a great deal and feel a bit panicked over 2 min late even when my car clock is ahead of the work clock...) but can't seem to get here on time, and am a zombie when i do arrive - not the flesh eating kind but the dead at my desk kind...
i just want this to be done. again i look forward to scot being here, and i want that time to last forever. i just want the surgery part to get done and get beyond it.
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