Stuff And Questions

wow - now i have no idea what i have been doing, but it seems i have signed up for all sorts of online stuff. so now i have a RSS feed (and here), i am on twitter, and i think i have done a lot of reading things i don't understand. (times like this that i wish i could call dad and say to him "design a webpage????!!!! what the heck? how do i do that? and what is all this code stuff???") but i guess i can trip through it all - and maybe meet some interesting folk that can help me along the way.

i am also going to try and learn how to post podcasts/videos - those may be two entirely differently things and i just don't know it yet.....

so today... has been good. i am finally getting ready for my in-laws to arrive tomorrow night. i have been cleaning the past month with that in mind, yet every time i got something done it would get trashed. i.e. steam clean the carpets and the cat pees on it... sooo i may have some touch up to do. actually - too late. they are here tomorrow, well maybe i can add it on the list....

today was the ladies study. we had a time of worship - singing of songs. and then we had brunch. wonderful time and full of gabbing. it is so nice to do that. funny how women get together and STILL don't talk... imagine that.

i came home and signed up for feeds and well stuff i can't type about because i don't understand a bit of it yet.... and that took me a bit of time :). then i showered and got ready for work. let the dog out, locked up the cats, and headed out - oh and i let the dog in b4 i left... (hehehe)

work was fine. it was nice to have a bit of down time actually. the past weeks have been full. we are doing A LOT of orientations/registrations this month. seems there are at least 3 a week and they are all over oklahoma and kansas. i help put packets together - time consuming - and find myself getting pulled several different directions. it is nice to be busy, and i love helping people (even when they are stressed and pushing it my way - i am quickly learning what has nothing to do with me and letting it go.. )

now i am sitting here at the computer, cat hanging on my desk, and dog at my feet - typing nonsense. (i am also noticing ants crawling around on my desk - guess it is time to get some spray out.)

and my big questions - what is it to know and acknowledge that Jesus has paid for all i would do, am doing, and have done? how do i let go and let God take care of things? and when do i quit expecting a perfect reaction from myself and just be human? hmmm good questions. any comments?