Some Sad News

hey all, i have some sad information to share this day. friday, while bob and i were at the ice skating rink, i began to have some horrible cramping. when i got home i had, what i thought at the time might be a miscarriage - but was unsure because i did not know if i was pregnant. (anyone wanting gory details can email me...) i got online and began to do some research to see what i could find out. saturday i bought a pregnancy test and checked - two little pink lines, you are pregnant - and my heart fell. my searching online said that the pregnancy hormone can stay in the body for up to two weeks. so i knew i was pregnant, or had been. after talking to a few beloved people i came home and showed bob the test and then told him i believed i had miscarried. we then went to the emergency room to find out what was going on. it appears that i am in a threatened miscarriage - all signs lead us to believe that i did miscarry tho there is a small chance i did not. so tomorrow or tuesday i am to get to a dr and get a test done to see if the pregnancy hormone is less (miscarriage) or more (still pregnant). i am almost certain i miscarried, i know that God can and will work in this situation no matter what i find out.
i am alright, things hit me and i try and not dwell on them but give it over to my Loving Father. bob has been a wonderful comfort to me. he says that there simply was not an opportunity to even think of this as more than something that happened and will not allow himself to think more than that because it would lead to hurt and there is nothing else to do but go on. so he is alright with it (i think that is what that all means, still not sure about it tho.)
if you are in touch with my in-laws, please do not bring it up to them. they know nothing more than we do. and if you have questions you can always leave a comment here or email me. thank you all for the prayers. we continue to believe God is working anything and all things out for the best. again we both need to hear clearly from God and know His will in all we do. thank you.