Finding Calm

monday morning - well early afternoon actually. i have been out to kinkos to fax off 5 resumes with cover letter and letter of recommendation. it is a bit daunting - i guess because i look at job searching as being a long line of rejections. i have been told that when i go for interviews i am interviewing the job just as they are interviewing me. good way to look at it. i hope that out of my almost $20 spent to fax these resumes i may get a call or two. also have emailed several companies and mailed one off. (kind of feels like spaming... you know where you get a ton of junk in your email or mailbox?) i have always gotten jobs by who i knew. so this "hunting" stuff is odd.

weekend went fast. bob is trying to get "normal" sleeping hours. he has had a few weeks of being up until 2 to 5 in the morning - even later actually. so he is trying to get to sleep so he can function at work.

i don't think i have much more to report. fairly calm life right now. i keep reaching out for that calm and praying for peace. i still find myself getting over emotional about things, but God is my Rock and foundation. when i get off myself and what i think is important - well all is calm.

thank you all for the prayers.