Ouch That Hurts

today i was looking at some pictures on a friend's website. (great picts by the way - and i just won a free photo shoot from them YIPEE - i had secretly told God it would be great to have picts done with lyricsphotography.)
all of a sudden i was hit by the realization that i would be 7 months pregnant if i had not miscarried in january. yep, that hurt a bit. and i realize on the other side that God is so good and will grant that desire. that the more i draw to Him the more i realize it is a God given hope that is in me to be a mother, and it will be sooner than i think. He is great at giving me what i want in the appropriate time. i so look forward to His great gift.