i am sad to say it has taken me so long to get something straight. when God says "BE STILL AND KNOW I AM GOD", that means just that. be still, focus on Him being God.
things don't change overnight, but it has taken 30 years for me to get here.... lol. so when i am crying and wanting pity - hoping it will make God move faster, it just doesn't. He says be still, quit crying and trying to make things happen (doesn't this sound familiar, i am sure i posted something about this earlier....). and just trust.
i have decided to stop any talk from myself, or anyone else, that in any way denies God can handle this situation. anything that even hints that God is not going to restore or heal, that He wants anything other than the best.
He reminded me that robert and i are one. we are in the process of becoming. and it takes dedication and blood to get there. soo i can quit beating myself over all the things in the past and look forward. human actions happen, and that is WHY there was the sacrifice on the cross. we are all stupid at times and do un-God like things, that is WHY there is mercy each day, and grace.
i was reminded that we fall down many times a day, sometimes over the exact same thing, but then we get back up again. it is that power and strength that can only be gotten through trusting God to be God. i can not do it!!! (that is probably the hardest statement to acknowledge for me.) my actions kill, hurt, and destroy. anything done in God's strength is blessed.
Be Still And Know I Am God.
here goes.
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