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i am in the midst of a huge life change. learning what grace says about me. letting God's love speak and embrace me. when i fall down, He's there with me. i am a daughter. i am a wonderful treasure.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Feelin Like I Am Missing Out - Hope It Is Worth It

the countdown is more than half way over.  i am more excited than i can believe about leaving the tulsa skyline behind for eight straight days and then four more days after that.  i am at the end of my course work for two separate classes - whew.  and i am pushing hard to stay focused so i can get as much done on my papers as possible - i only have one left to do actually and it is very difficult to stay focused.  i knew it would be hard and so i planned to keep motivated with the idea that vacation was the reward to all the hard work.

however, the past week i have had to say no to all kinds of wonderful events i did not know were going to happen when i signed up for these courses.  and i am feeling it!!!  dinners with friends, tonight is a b-day party i don't get to attend... jeeze, i had no idea!

i know i will have down time while in tx, but i don't want to push it.  this last paper is still due on the 16th and i really don't feel like leaving it till last minute and missing out on what may happen while i am vacationing, plus what is the point of a vacation when i have stuff to work on?  i want to be able to rest and watch movies or whatever whenever i want!  

guess i better buck up and get working cuz i won't have any time tomorrow night - i will be in class - and this paper has several hours still left on it...

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