Quick One

here i am sitting on my living room couch. i have just eaten some fantabulous ravioli. i am typing on my new mini computer given to me by rob. all the while watching tv in the background. (rob is drinking eggnog and trying to stay warm in his shorts...)
i have been cleaning and painting this weekend. trying to get the decorations up. just not happening. don't feel much christmas spirit - not even sure what it is supposed to look like. i don't really think it should be about the decorations and pressure to get the house in order. simply seems that my tradition has been to decorate an empty home. anyway, just the way it is - not sure what to do about it, if anything.
i am looking forward to this weekend, hopeing i can get all i would like to have accomplished by saturday finished. we shall see. i have steam cleaned the carpet and need to finish up in the computer room/office and our bedroom. hopeing to have a houseguest, again not sure if it will happen or not. i am glad God is capable to do whatever needs to be done.
well i am going to sigh off now. getting tired and there is still laundry to put away and the kitchen to clean up... wow so much to do. i find i am just tired and ready to crash most days after work. five a.m. is early...
night.