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Oklahoma, United States
i am in the midst of a huge life change. learning what grace says about me. letting God's love speak and embrace me. when i fall down, He's there with me. i am a daughter. i am a wonderful treasure.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

A Point In Your Life.....

There comes a point in your life when you realize:

what matters,

who never did,

who won't anymore,

and who always will.

So, don't worry about people from you past,

there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future.

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Friday, May 8, 2009

Checking In

good morning. it has been quite a while but i want you to know i am still here. http://www.blogger.com/profile/17979661315344655544

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

What Choice Is There Now?

Can't eat pork, Swine flu...

Can't eat chicken, Bird flu.

Can't eat Beef, Mad cow....

Can't eat eggs, Salmonella.

Can't eat fish, heavy metal poisons in their waters.

Can't eat fruits and veggies, insecticides and herbicides.

Hmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

A Bit Of 'Ology' About Me

Let others know a little more about yourself, re-post this as your name followed by "ology".

***********FOODOLOGY***************
What is your salad dressing of choice? Cesar

What is your favorite sit-down restaurant? Panera

What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of? piece of chocolate

What are your pizza toppings of choice? jalapeƱos and whatever

What do you like to put on your toast? butter baby

***********TECHNOLOGY***************

How many televisions are in your house? ? not sure anymore

What color cell phone do you have? silver base that has 'play clothes'

Do you have an Ipod? not yet…

***************BIOLOGY******************

Are you right-handed or left-handed? right

Have you ever had anything removed from your body? toenail, wisdom teeth, think that covers it – oh hair

What is the last heavy item you lifted? campus mail

Have you ever been knocked unconscious? only knocked for a loop – is that the same?

************DUMBOLOGY******************

How many pairs of flip flops do you own? 2

Last time you had a run-in with the cops? 2002 left car at airport while dropping off my grandmother at the airport

Last person you talked to? kent – he just told me he was leaving

Last person you hugged? charity

**************FAVORITOLOGY****************

Season? spring,fall,summer,winter – umm ALL of them

Holiday? what is a holiday?

Day of the week? Friday

Month? umm all of them
***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************

Missing someone? always

Mood? sad – that missing someone question – why put this AFTER that question??

What are you listening to? Pandora Radio – Beautiful disaster by Jon McLaughlin

Watching? the cursor moving along the page

Worrying about? not much – too much to do for worrying right now.

***************RANDOMOLOGY*****************

First place you went this morning? bathroom – great place for peace and quiet ;)

What's the last movie you saw? fast and furious ;)

Do you smile often? oh yes!!!


***************OTHER-OLOGY*****************

1) Do you always answer your phone? not always

2) It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it from? no clue I slept through it

3) If you could change your eye color what would it be? purple

3b) If you could change your hair color, what color would you change it to? umm I change it often enough that I don’t have the problem with ‘if you could’

4) What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic? don’t drink anything from sonic…..

5) Do you own a digital camera? no

6) Have you ever had a pet fish? no

7) Favorite Christmas song(s)? carol of the bells

8) What's on your wish list for your birthday? anything tyler perry made

9) Can you do push ups? yes

10) Can you do a chin up? it is a team effort.

11) Does the future make you more nervous or excited? a little of both

12) Do you have any saved texts? yes

13) Ever been in a car wreck? yes

14) Do you have an accent? often – depends on how tired I am

15) What is the last song to make you cry? um all songs make me cry

16) Plans tonight? church – probably will cry there too

17) Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom? yes, so many times and there are new depths. I am so thankful for a loving Savior

18) Name 3 things you bought yesterday? I did not buy anything yesterday – my card is new and I did not have it ‘turned on’…

19) Have you ever been given roses? I am sure I have since high school but cannot remember the last time…. and I love roses

20) Current worry? if my future is as good as God keeps saying it is

21) Current hate right now? feeling so broken

22) Met someone who changed your life? Jesus is my life changer

23) How did you bring in the New Year? watched some dvds and went to bed around 10pm

24) What song represents you? too many to count

25) Name three people who might complete this? Stephanie, Miranda, hmmm not sure who else

26) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? yes, wouldn’t we all? Tho I would not be finding the strength I am now.

27) Have you ever dated someone longer than a year? yes

28) Do you have any tattoos/piercings? not yet…

29) Will you be in a relationship 4 months from now? not sure on that one either

30) Does anyone love you? yes

31) Would you be a pirate? you betcha

32) What songs do you sing in the shower? whatever comes to mind, mostly made-up stuff.

33) Ever had someone sing to you? probably when I was very young

34) When did you last cry? this morning

36) Do you like to cuddle? absolutely

37) Have you held hands with anyone today? no, not for a very very very long time

38) Who was the last person you took a picture of? marni

39) What kind of music did you listen to in elementary school? not sure – that was a long time ago

40 Do you believe in staying close with your ex's/prospects? probably a bad idea right now

41) Are most of the friends in your life new or old? most are new, tho there are several who keep hanging on with me

42) Do you like pulpy orange juice? no feels like there are weird things going down my throat

43) What is something your friends make fun of you for? snorting when I laugh

44) If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die? no would put a limit on me

45) If you could change your name, what would you change it to? I like my name and the meaning. My parents asked God what to name me

46) Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000? y not… that is a lot of money.

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Two Wolves - Interesting

The Two Wolves

One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside popel.

He said, 'My son, the battle is between two "wolves" inside us all... One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego.

The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith.'

The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather 'Which wolf wins?'

The old Cherokee simply replied, 'The one you feed.'

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Monday, March 2, 2009

Quick Monday Nothing

monday night already. not sure where the weekend went, but i spent saturday asleep. i was sooooo wiped out and not really sure why.

sunday i went shopping with a friend in a town i did not know where it was and may have never been too before. I HAD A BLAST. spent too much money i am sure, but it was fun and i believe will even out in the long run.

i am really too tired to put much tonight. hopefully i will have something exciting tomorrow - or the next time i am able to sit and type a bit. really there are wonderful things happening in my life, still stuff i am so unsure of, but God is faithfully working in me and around me. and somehow i have great hope for the future, and my present.

remind me and i might paraphrase a cool healing situation that happened a few days, or chat about what i was shown this morning. the good thing is every time i spend time with Him i am so blown away by His interest in me and what He says to me and about me. i get to see attitudes He is helping to change so i am free and those around me see His work, tho they may not realize what it is.

love to you tonight, may you sleep with peace. i have an early morning and hopefully a workout shortly after i wake up. so night for now.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

What Seems Like The First Day

i have just gotten home from my 'first' mary kay make-up class. it went well and i am pleased with the presentation. not exactly what i hope for, but i can tell it went fine. very much enjoyed the gals there and already have a new booking for another class.
i am enjoying the business. well i enjoy getting with gals and trying the products. i like to get the feedback on the products and love being with other gals.
it has been a long day, and the night seems to be gone already - seeing how it is after midnight. i am so ready to go to bed.

my hope is to be up around 4.30. not sure if that is possible at this point in time yet.
this morning i got up and spent the first hour with God. it was wonderful and i was amazed at how the time flew by. my purpose was to be refueled, restored. have some life put back into my step. i realize that no matter the exercise or diet i follow. there is nothing that will fill me like His presence. i can take wonderful nutritious vitamins, and sleep 8 hours. i can beautify my body and spend lots of time perfecting my look. but there is no replacement for His Presence. it is always what i need. this morning He reminded me to take a moment when things get stressful and give it - whatever it is - to Him. just a moment and i can have peace again. amazing what He offers. it will take some time and plenty of sticky notes planted in inconspicuous places to get that down. it will sure be worth the effort. (umm if it can be called effort - it takes concentration to stop and hand stress over to Him. hehehe)

He is where i find safety and peace. He is strong and bold on my behalf. Whom else will i want? He is everything i need.